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FISH TALES

Journal Entry: Sat May 31, 2008, 1:50 PM
Well...Look at your life and imagine you've got something to choose. A symbolic choice...OK!
Imagine you're a fish, a small fish in the water. Small fishes will be eaten according to the law of nature. This story is for those who shall die.

In life you are searched, cached, tortured and finally you can die a painful death. This all can happen to you without even asking. Before you'll be swallowed by the one's who are surrounding you. They...The one's which give their full support towards this process. The one's who makes this tyrants party to success.

Manged, chewed and swallowed, laying, pushed down on the ground, stripped of all your pride, lost all space to live in. On Your Knees! There are no questions being asked, so it's impossible to confess.

The tortureroom starts to do it's work. The inner system will slowly devastate you. All the bits that are left of you, are precisely selected, used and, finally, dumped and humiliated.

The system works...,It'll shit you out somewhere at a place where you won't be able to intrude into the system again. Just like they do with pollution, the indicator will light up, rips you out, according to the norms made in the control room of this same system. It turns you from a little heathy and free fish into nothing more than a little bit of dirt in the sewer.

But if there is something like a free choice, you could also imagine that a fish could swim free and curious. You can discover your world sincerely and try to make sure that if you die, you at least will be aware of that ultimacy of that moment, so that it is possible to enjoy a free and glorious life.

Sneak into the head of your oppressor. Destroy it's inner system. Resist..., Hurt it and stop it. Blast the control room, the tortureroom and all the deportation facilities. Let the throat scream like a dog. Fill up the mouth of this glamour system with sense and noise and break out free, and break out free, and break out free. At least you've said everything you've got to say. [link]

  • Mood: Mortified
  • Listening to: marilyn manson
  • Reading: IN TH BALKAN OF THE MIND
  • Drinking: coke

marilyn manson

Journal Entry: Tue May 20, 2008, 9:31 AM
There's something cold and blank behind her smile
She's standing on an overpass
In her miracle mile
[coma:]
"You were from a perfect world
A world that threw me away today
Today to run away"

A pill to make you numb
A pill to make you dumb
A pill to make you anybody else
But all the drugs in this world
Won't save her from herself

Her mouth was an empty cut
And she was waiting to fall
Just bleeding like a polaroid that
Lost all her dolls
[coma:]
"You were from a perfect world
A world that threw me away today
Today to run away"

  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: marilyn manson

bitch

Journal Entry: Mon Apr 28, 2008, 11:54 AM
My art is called egocentric soft porno
Or maybe it's just narcisism
My one and only subject
Goes from something like anything but
Me ism

Wouldn't it be easier for beardsley
He could drop the paintings
And photograph his penis
Or take pics of the chicks
Yeah, you know what i mean
Wouldn't it be easier for escher
He could drop the marh
And make it happen on his matress
2 girls and a cam
3 girls and a cam
Put a dog there and you got polaroid scam

I ain't no art-ist
I am an art-bitch
I sell my panties to the men i eat
I have no port-fo-lee-o
Cuz i only show
Where there's free al-co-hol

I am so hardcore
I sell my crap and people ask for more
Call me re-vo-lu-tionaire
I poo on a plate and get it published on visionaire
What i do, it's called art-shit
And don't you dare make fun of me
Cuz everything i do was featured on the pages of id

I ain't no art-ist
I am an art-bitch
I sell my panties to the men i eat
I have no port-fo-lee-o
Cuz i only show
Where there's free al-co-hol
I ain't no art-ist
I am an art-bitch
I sell my paintings to the men i eat
I have no port-fo-lee-o
Cuz i only show
Where there's free al-co-hol

Lick lick lick my art-tit
Suck suck suck my art-hole

I ain't no art-ist
I am an art-bitch
I sell my panties to the men i eat
I have no port-fo-lee-o
Cuz i only show
Where there's free al-co-hol

  • Mood: Promiscuous
  • Listening to: css
  • Eating: worms
  • Drinking: lasko beer

nadrealizam

Journal Entry: Tue Dec 25, 2007, 6:42 AM
NADREALIZAM, (m) cist psihicki automatizam kojim se zeli da izrazi, bilo usmeno, bilo pismeno, bilo na makoji drugi nacin stvarno djelovanje misli. diktat misli, u odsustvu svake kontrole koju bi vrsio razum, izvan svake estetske ili moralne preokupacije.

-nadrealizam se zasniva na vjerovanju u visu realnost izvjesnih oblika asocijacija zanemarenih do njega, u svemoc sna, u nezainteresovanu igru misli. on tezi da definise i definitivno unisti sve ostale psihicke mehanizme i da ih zamijeni u razrjesavanju glavnih problema zivota.

  • Mood: Winter Downs
  • Reading: dada i nadrealizam
  • Eating: cookies
  • Drinking: pure kofein